New year post

This changing world drives me mad sometimes. Every single day, singlemoment we change, I change, u change. We grow older every second...physically,mentally, emotionally n spiritually. We change from innocent to experienced.from immature to mature, from a kid to grown-up. We can not change d world around but can change ourself for our betterment, for becoming a better HUMAN being.We should change for something better, for our family, for d person whom we love,for our frnz, for humanly things.
But all around me I see people who dont ahve time for happiness, familyor frnz. And some have time but donno how to spend it. Idleness is all wat they like.The essence of LIFE is falling somewhr in this plastic world of ours.We dont wanna make a crying girl on strret smile, we dont wish to help a needy stranger on road, we dont like to get indulged in someone's problem.Or even if we want to....do we really do it?? No, coz we have to survive inthis plastic world. All we want is to run-compete-achieve.
BUt what we get by all this my frnd?? What if we make some1's day jst by our smile??What if we spend few seconds for others sake??What if we become a lil less practical??I m not blaming anyone or forcing anyone. BUt just give it a try.If one has time to think n contemplate over things tha really matter wouldnt life become more beautiful n worth living?? So try to make some positive n human changes in yourself this year instead of being a plastic robot( stone-hrt person).
Take care....Happy new yr in advance.

Random.....

An isolated house middle of nowhere
With bright sunrays creeping on my bed
Sweet melody of birds songs, and dat naughty wind
Nobody around to break my dreams
There I lay in my bed, with memories of you
In that solitude I make u mine
Smiles kissing my lips n giggles embracing me
Twinkling eyes with dreams of future
Fragrance of wonderful tomorrow which I feel
Fragments of our splendid life in future
Echoed in d silence around me
The wonderful story which my heart wanna knit
The story of beautiful poetry of our life
Only two people know of it
And only ywo people will know ever of it.....

NIGHTMARES!!

At the end of this year many nightmares r catching hold of me....
1. OF these stupid entrance exams....totally rubbish!
2. Of leaving my campus.....wat would I do without you all??
3. Of living in nagpur....suddenly I started disliking this palce.
4. Of my life partner....cant explain in jst few words here.
5. Of my parents...they r getting old...I hate this fact.
And many small things which makes me feel crazy...metamorphosis of life it is!!

Decisions...

Dont u ever wonder may be if u took left instead of right u could be sum1 different?? What if u have a choice to go back n change it all??Whatever it may....some teeny tiny thing or some huge mistake of ur life.
We take these decisions sometimes in seconds n sometimes with deep thinkingn evaluation but the thing that matters is whether wat we did was right or wrong. Coz never in future life we get chance to change d things decidedin past. Whatever we decide now only future can tell wats its outcome. Andwatever it may be it becomes a 'lesson' for us. A small big word which make us fall or get up in life.I just feel that we decide, we act, we live it, make mistakes, make memoriesor make acheivements, learn n grow wid it. This how it all works, right?? Soas we grow we shud hav lesser confusions n clear ideas. The only thing is itshud nt leave a negative impact on us. Coz then d 'lesson' learnt will be ahell difficult.
But d ques still exists, wat if we could change a decision,small or huge...would u....??

So one thing to conclude this random post.....One day ur whole life will flash before ur eyes. Make sure its worth watching.

Sawan.....

Kal raat baras rahe tho woh badal
Unhe dekhte hue hi aankh lag gayi
Aaj savere aankh khuli toh
Phir bhi baras rahe the woh badal
Kuch naya rang tha unme aaj, kuch nayi umange
Mann ko mere chu raha woh sangeet unka
Ek nanhe se bacche ki hasi ki gunj
Ek maa ki pyari si boli
Panchiyon ke paron ki woh aahat
Phoolon ka woh khila hua roop
Woh hawao ka shararti shor
Suraj bhi hai kahi badal k uss oor
Dharti ki yeh mohak tasveer
Sang hai yeh madhur sargam
Kuch bheega hai mann mera bhi
Baras rahe hai badal ab bhi!!

P.S.-Trying something in hindi. Sorry for mistakes.

That ray of HOPE....

Hehe....old scrap!!

I'm in a room full of people talking away to their buddies.Someone is talking to me,but as usual my mind is somewhere else,with someone else.Don't get me wrong,I'm a pretty cheerful person,I have plenty of friends,but a phase comes in your life when you feel insignificant.And the worst part is you don't have anyone to share your sad stories with.Not to blame anyone, everyone is busy with there own troubles.These days I just keep listening to people on the other end of the phone...what to say when absolutely nothing is going on in your otherwise dramatic life.Aah I'm sounding so depressing.

P.S.- A very old scribble from my diary

Mall-goers....

We all r well aware of this term now. WE r amongst them. Recently was in such a mall but not for shopping so I observedthe people around(my fav tp in public places) And from all that some groups were formed in that bunch of people like.....

Time-killers...
You will find majority of people jst to kill time in malls. Some waiting for movie to start, some waiting for other personssome are just doing time-pass there as if they have plenty of time in life to waste.

Those two( or one...I m confused) souls....
Here I m talking about couples which are not hard to find in that crowd. They are chatting, shopping, making each otherhappy, eating n what not. Busy in their own world n not at all concerned about d world besides them. But I doubt how many of them are serious...but thats a different issue to discuss.

Real shoppers....
Now they are concerned about various things n aspects of their needs. This group will wander here n there, trying manythings, looking for their requirements n then finally they will shop for it n will leave the place.

Those rich kind....
They will just come to do shopping as a sport. With 10 types of debit cards, credit cards, membership cards n wat not.Will shop for many useless things which they might not need even but they have to shop....coz its necessary for them.Will eat lot of high-calorie food n then they are happy.

Cheap gawkers....
Now this group will go to any mall to watch female creatures of God. Just to praise His talents n to have Vit-I(eye). Theywill stick their bums to d benches, corridors n watever place from where they get a good view n will do their 'bird watching'

Tummy-sakers....
They will go directly to d food-court n will have all those things that will make their tummies satisfied. All other thingswill come later for them.

P.S.- Plz add your groups also if i left any.

Time.....

You are reading about a 23yrs old, who would love to be forever papa's little girl, then grow up to be a women. Though,she is realising every single day that she is growing old, and it's almost time for her to be a women,and to step into real world. But, she doesn't want to. She's scared. She knows in next 2-3 years she might be done with her studies, living onher own, earning probably,might be engaged or god forbid married to someone. She'll have no other choice but to grow up,andtake all the responsibilities. But now, she's not ready. She wants to remain papa's little girl for little longer, whereshe is loved, pampered, taken care of, and got nothing to worry about...before she becomes the earner,wife,mother, a WOMEN.

Unconditional happiness!!

Sometimes its not d big things which makes you feel happy but it lies in some small small pleasures like......

Girls night out....
Warm wet sand on beach....
Sizzling brownie or sweet-corn in rainy season....
Combo of good music n a good book....
Unexpected phone call or msg....
Holding hands while crossing road....
Soft pillow n warm blanket on a cold winter night....
That extra 10mins of sleep....
Mangoes....
Revisiting old places....
Long walk wid frnz (even wid no convo)....
Old photographs or songs....
Baby's smile....
Hand-written letter....
First kiss....
Ducktales....
Something scribbled on waste paper....
First bicycle ride....
Last five mins of a boring lecture.....
Last exam.....
Smell of first rains.....

N a lot more such things which makes life worth.....

Some facts about guys....

#Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
#A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
#When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
#Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
#Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
#Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
#Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
#Guys cry!!!!!!!! - They Are human.
#You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
#A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
#Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
#Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.
#Guys hate girls who overreact or who never reacts.

Something random.....

Make your owns plans, keep your own goals.Never for anyone, no matter how much you love them try to modify your dreams and goals to suit them, cause you never know when they will change their plans and don't even bother about how you feel.

Sometimes telling people what you feel is better then keeping it inside.If you say it, you will get over it faster.

Honesty is always NOT always a best policy, especially when you know you will be in big trouble.

Sometimes doing the most senseless things on impulse gives a weird satisfaction.

People you expect to have lots of attitude are down to earth.

Girls night out is always fun.
Being confused is fine, eventually you will figure out things.

When you and your boyfriend have had a fight and are still fighting, the whole world will be in love. People who haven't called their girlfriends in ages call up, they go on super dates, and when you are sulking and looking at your phone,everybody else gets a call and you have to hear a convo about how much they love each other!

When you think nobody will write the assignment let's chuck it, the whole class including the guy who never writes would've written!

New hair style gets the maximum attention!

You get pimple on your face the very next day you told someone that how you never had pimple in your life and how clearyour skin is!

When you badly want to save money to buy someone a special gift, that month all the random expenses come up!

You only forget your friends birthday, but you actually wish all the other people you hardly talk to!

Life goes on no matter watever happens....!!!

Leo....!!

The Leo type is the most dominant, spontaneously creative and extrovert of all the zodiacal characters.They are ambitious, courageous, dominant, strong willed, positive, independent, self-confident there is no such a word as doubt in their vocabularies, and they are self-controlled. Born leaders, either in support of, or in revolt against, the status quo.They are uncomplicated, knowing exactly what they want and using all their energies, creativeness and resolution to get it, as well as being certain that they will get whatever they are after. Leonians think and act bigger than others would normally dare; the ambitiousness of their schemes and idealism sometimes daunt their followers, their practical hardheadedness and ability to go straight to the heart of any problem reassures those who depend on them. If Leonians meet with setbacks they thrive on the adversity. On the whole they are powers for good, for they are strongly idealistic, humane, and beneficent. They have powerful intelligence and are of a broad philosophical, sometimes religious, turn of mind. These will be found as the 'lions' of industries, and in the forefront of the cutting edge of technologies. Add to them a passion for luxury, a lust for power, unlimited sexual lust, and emotional indulgence They are not good judges of character and are inclined to favoritism and an exaggerated faith in their followers which too often ends in disappointment. They have a strong desire of sex. In professional life they do well at any vocation at which there is room at the top. As politicians they are content with nothing less than a powerful position in government. In business they may be the chairman of their company's board, or at least directors or managers. They are excellent organizers as well.
Leo
can become stars of stage or screen (their bent is serious rather than light drama), maestros as musicians.

LIKES
* Speculative ventures
* Lavish Living
* Pageantry and Grandeur
* Children
* Drama

DISLIKES
* Doing things safely
* Ordinary,Day to day living
* Small minded people
* Penny pinching
* Mean spiritedness

Some more interesting facts about your sign:
* Your ruling planet is SUN.
* The male lions are not particularly good hunters, the main work is done by the females when the male drives the prey in the direction where they are hiding, although the males insist on eating their share before the females.
* Colour of choice for Leo is RED.
* Your starstone is rich red RUBY.

Indian rails....

I am very fond of indian rails!! I feel in mixed state of emotions in rails. There we find so many different moods n shades of life.Like some below-
1. Angels.....
Nothing can stop kids from being so innocent. They make us feel joyous n happy. THeir innocent heroic tales n sweet voices refreshesd mind totally. Their small magical world, the cute questions, that musical cry, n d simple games. Everything makes d environment light.
2.Hidden talents....
Now here I m talking about d singing talent which usually comes out in a train journey. Antakshari is a favourite timepass game for us indians n we all like it(few exceptions cant be left behind). N thats how everyone's hidden talent comes out. No matterwhat quality d voice is, n nomatter how shy d person might be but antakshari can break it all. N then some people's ears haveto suffer this all but it is not worth complaining....after all what better option u get to kill time in long journeys.
3Saas-bahu part.....
Well this is to describe d very common gossip topic amongst women. Women r d only species who can talk n on n on....n that to on anyworthless topic. They can make frnz anywhere n wid anyone. N then their common topics....relatives, native places, tv soaps, some commonproblems, domestic goods, etc. They just need a chance n then we have to suffer it all.
4.Youth....
They will be seen killing their time in chit-chat or card-games or sum other sort of games like dumsharaz. They r least bothered abouttheir appearance n surroundings. Its easy for them to kill time whether in groups or individually. Even when some1 is travelling alone....many options are possible....i-pod, cells, books(my fav), laptops,etc. N grp activities i already mentioned.
5.Love in d air....
Sometimes we find that love factor also. In d form of newly weds or a young couple from college. They r busy in their ownstuffs n eye games. They r conscious n in differnt world at d same time. No more talks on them. As d species vary in their behaviour.
6Irritated heads.....
Then comes d next type. The working men from different classes. They r d most irritated people i guess due to their workloadsn tensions. THeir way of killing time varies. Some complete theis pending work, some chat about politics iwd co-travellers,someare always asleep,some in deep thoughts. But they r always irritated by d younger grps n their activities.
7Calm side.....
Her is d grp of some old people n diseased humans...they r d most calm amongst d whole crowd. But they also try to enjoy.
N offcourse their are some evil-minded people who always r ready to fight on every single thing. They r self-centred people.No matter watevr happens around....always busy n ready to pounce.
These r some interesting things one will always notice in indian rails.Do share your experiences if u want.
Ciao till the.

Mann

Mann he agdi vichitra asta
Kadhi suryatil prakashasarkha tar kadhi chandratil saundaryasarkha
Fulatil sugandhasarkha kinwa indradhanushyatil rangasarkha

Aaichya premal bhavna aso kinwa babanchi swapne
Allad balanche te hasne aso kinwa mhatarpanatil chid-chid
Tarunyatil te prem athwa baal manatil ti mast
iMann he sagalyat rang-berangi asta

aayushyatil pretyek hasyat, pretyek ashrumadhe
diwasachya ek-ek kirnet aani ratrichya tya shantet
swapanatil tya unch bhararit aani icchechya tya khol samudrat
mann he satat saira-vaira hota

maitrichi ti anmol kahani, premacha to pahila kshan
jivlaganche te smit hasya, gappancha to vegla jallosh
aayushyatil te avghad raste aani mag punha te hasya
sagale sathavnaar he mann asta

mann he kiti dhadsi asta, najuk asta
kharach he mann ki vichitra asta!!

Sanskriti Express-

Sanskriti express- Its a tribute from Indian railways on 150th Birth anniversary of Rabindranath Tagore.

A five-coach exhibition train gives us a glimpse into life n works of this versatile genius.
It consists of following 5 sections.....

Jibon smriti- This coach depicts d life of tagore wid photos n his reminiscences and also gives details of shantiniketan n sriniketan.
Gitanjali-Named after his famous work that won him d Noble prize,this coach is decorated wid tagore's beautifully worded songs,versesn poems.
Muktadhara-This coach depicts d prolific writings of d gr8 maestro- Rabindra literature encompassing short stories,novels,dramas,prosen essays. It also portrays Tagore as a performer-songs n recitation rendered by him wid photographs.
Chitralekha-The coach displays artistic n skilfull paintings,portraits n sketches done by him. In addition variety of paintings by othereminent artists like Nandal bose, Sudhir Khastagir,etc, is also exhibited.
Sesh katha n smaranika-The first part of d coach presents d photos describing Tagore's final journey n last days of his life.Smaranika showcases exquisite handicrafts from Shantiniketan to browse n buy.
I m nothing to write anything abt d gr8 Gurudev....hence shared d experience of d train only.

Contradictions

ABC- I m fed up of this hunger...no food frm 2 days.
XYZ- I cant eat properly....so many things to eat bt no hunger at all.

Child- I wanna be an adult....so many restrictions on me.
Adult- I dont want this tensions any more....wanna be a child again.

Boy1- This love is so beautiful.
Boy2(same age)- I hate d word love.

Person1- I want a break frm this city life.....lets go in some village.
Person2- Nothing is good in this village.....wanna try city now.

Lady1- I envy d ladies frm slums....i miss social life.
Lady2- I want some privacy....fed of this disturbances.

Student1- I took a wrong step...wanted to be sumthng else.
Student2- I m forced to take d wrong step.

These all n so many more. Life is full of contradictions.
Enjoy them!!

small BIG things!!

Janjira fort n empty mineral water bottles!!

Well this post is about d small things which we always forget n wen they turn big we just wonder why it happened. Well i wont twist it more. I m talking about our civic sense. Where has it gone?? Some important things which we learnt in primary school r being forgotten by many ppl around. R they so hard to remember??

Things like...

1. Not to throw garbage on road on any other improper place but in dustbins.

2. Not to smoke in public.

3. To keep ur vehicles' engine off at signals.

4. Not to make loud noise in hospital premises or near to it.
5. To follow signals n other minor traffic rules.

6. To avoid spitting anywhere.

and many such small things.

I mean we never pay attention to our habits n then unnecessarily curse d government for this. No1 worry abt d garbage they throw on roads daily but if gets converted into a large heap of it everyone starts complaining. But they totally forgt d fact that they also contributed to it. N this civic sense shud cum in youngsters first. A lot of young crowd keep their engine running on signals wen they follow them. Many ppl dont take d efforts to stop at signals....go over d speed limits. Ppl realise abt noise around only wen their relatives gt troubled.

I just want to tell all my dear frnz....atleast if we try n tell our frnz to follow this things....may be we can do something good. It all starts wid this small efforts....n then some big changes come.

All of us can enjoy d movie Rang de basanti.....but wen it comes to do something.....yawn n yawn n yawn!!!

Plz frnds try n make sum efforts plz....!!!

SEA!!

Dear blogdosts (in shobhaa de's style)....U all must be thinking....pagal ho gayi hai sonam....koi bhi panchat topic utha kar likhna shuru kar deti hai.
But sorry u wil hav to bear this one also......
I m really amazed my sea n its various forms.....
Somtimes its so calm that u can just submerge in its silence.....
Sometimes its in its all anger n leaves u shattered by its rage.....
No matter it always fascinates 90 outa 100 people. N most of d people gets emotional at its sight....no matter wat kinda emotions they are....its so humane!!
I also like
to sit, stare, blink, laugh at it.....
Each time I visit it....some new expression gets on my heart.
Sometimes I think it is a child, sometimes a crazy toy,
a rude bully or a singer!
But this time wen I went to konkan wid al my frnz....n wen I dint had much time to think about it calmly....then also within d short span of time it gave me a nice thought.
This time I thought of it as TIME......
The waves come n go like each second in our life....it comes touches us....sometimes leaves an impact or takes evrything with it....n we cant get back watever it takes away...we can just stand there n then again a new second(new wave) comes wid sum different form n tale. I was totally amazed by this TIME form of sea n enjoyed it a lot....
So wats it for u guys....huh???

Sometimes

Sometimes d heart wish to fly to a different world
to reach beyond this grey-blue clouds
Sometimes d eyes wanna dream of a pure world
to see beyond all the mean frames
Sometimes d soul wanna enjoy that majestic solitude
to enjoy d peace of eternity
Sometimes d mind wanna go to place divine
to feel completely trouble free n happy
Sometimes d lips wanna hum d songs of joy
to blossom d spirit wid al beauty
Sometimes this body wish to be reborn
to correct d mistakes done in past
Sometimes I wanna be a child again
to laugh over every problem
Sometimes I wanna be someone different
to heel my own wounds n pains
Sometimes
sometimes.......!!!

Its not that simple

Some lines about medicine world from d book " The Zahir" by gr8 paulo coelho........

Medicine isnt quite as u think. In d world we live in, if a boy goes out to buy five apples,but he arrives home wid only two, ppl wud conclude that he had eaten d 3 missing apples. In my wrd(medicine) there r other possibilities: he cud hv eaten them,but he cud hv also been robbed; d money he'd been given might not hv been enuf to buy d 5 apples; he cud hv lost them on d way home; he cud hv met sum1 who was hungry n he decided to share d fruit wid that person, and so on. In my world everything is possible n everything is relative.

Health care system

Well Health care system in India is getting worse day by day. Each year new plans are made, so many ammendments in five-yr plan but yet d situation is same. Most affected people from various diseases are from small villages but d facilties r getting better only in big cities. The improvement is nt at al need based but instead new facilties r improving already best hospitals around us. I dont claim that its not worth it....but main attention should be on d major sector where it is needed. Expertise of gr8 docs n hospitals need to b used for sum villages n for health status of poor people. It is the system where overall development is needed.....n not jst of d big hospitals around. I think one can involve IT industry in this task superbly. I mean by using it we can take atleast d basic services to remote areas where it is essential. No1 wants to practice in villages specially the youth. In such cases government shud only take sum steps for betterment of this situation.

Hoping for some good from d 12th five-yr plan.

hehe

Some dialogues that are memories for us all......

"chup kar santre-wali"( macchar poore dil se bolta hai yeh)
"sab virodhi paksh ki galati hai"
"nai nai nai nai nai" (akki is best in this)
"haan haan hun main nagari"
"awaz aayi kaha se yaar.......intestine"


guys add more if i 4gt any.....
all jst frm konkan trip!!