Yesterday!!

I was with you in dark
watching people move on d screen
all i could think was how would life be
without you holding my hand as i lean...

A hundred times i look at you
wen u were staring at the screen
happy to see ur smile
happy to see u happy n in delight...

In d dark was d magic moment
with our hands together
i could listen ur heart beat
n no other sound around...

I never wanted those few hours to end
i never wanted d light agn
i wish i could stop the time
so you would always be by my side...

My heart thanked silently
waiting for more such moments
i prayed to b like this forever
i prayed to be urs forever....

New year post

This changing world drives me mad sometimes. Every single day, singlemoment we change, I change, u change. We grow older every second...physically,mentally, emotionally n spiritually. We change from innocent to experienced.from immature to mature, from a kid to grown-up. We can not change d world around but can change ourself for our betterment, for becoming a better HUMAN being.We should change for something better, for our family, for d person whom we love,for our frnz, for humanly things.
But all around me I see people who dont ahve time for happiness, familyor frnz. And some have time but donno how to spend it. Idleness is all wat they like.The essence of LIFE is falling somewhr in this plastic world of ours.We dont wanna make a crying girl on strret smile, we dont wish to help a needy stranger on road, we dont like to get indulged in someone's problem.Or even if we want to....do we really do it?? No, coz we have to survive inthis plastic world. All we want is to run-compete-achieve.
BUt what we get by all this my frnd?? What if we make some1's day jst by our smile??What if we spend few seconds for others sake??What if we become a lil less practical??I m not blaming anyone or forcing anyone. BUt just give it a try.If one has time to think n contemplate over things tha really matter wouldnt life become more beautiful n worth living?? So try to make some positive n human changes in yourself this year instead of being a plastic robot( stone-hrt person).
Take care....Happy new yr in advance.

Random.....

An isolated house middle of nowhere
With bright sunrays creeping on my bed
Sweet melody of birds songs, and dat naughty wind
Nobody around to break my dreams
There I lay in my bed, with memories of you
In that solitude I make u mine
Smiles kissing my lips n giggles embracing me
Twinkling eyes with dreams of future
Fragrance of wonderful tomorrow which I feel
Fragments of our splendid life in future
Echoed in d silence around me
The wonderful story which my heart wanna knit
The story of beautiful poetry of our life
Only two people know of it
And only ywo people will know ever of it.....

NIGHTMARES!!

At the end of this year many nightmares r catching hold of me....
1. OF these stupid entrance exams....totally rubbish!
2. Of leaving my campus.....wat would I do without you all??
3. Of living in nagpur....suddenly I started disliking this palce.
4. Of my life partner....cant explain in jst few words here.
5. Of my parents...they r getting old...I hate this fact.
And many small things which makes me feel crazy...metamorphosis of life it is!!

Decisions...

Dont u ever wonder may be if u took left instead of right u could be sum1 different?? What if u have a choice to go back n change it all??Whatever it may....some teeny tiny thing or some huge mistake of ur life.
We take these decisions sometimes in seconds n sometimes with deep thinkingn evaluation but the thing that matters is whether wat we did was right or wrong. Coz never in future life we get chance to change d things decidedin past. Whatever we decide now only future can tell wats its outcome. Andwatever it may be it becomes a 'lesson' for us. A small big word which make us fall or get up in life.I just feel that we decide, we act, we live it, make mistakes, make memoriesor make acheivements, learn n grow wid it. This how it all works, right?? Soas we grow we shud hav lesser confusions n clear ideas. The only thing is itshud nt leave a negative impact on us. Coz then d 'lesson' learnt will be ahell difficult.
But d ques still exists, wat if we could change a decision,small or huge...would u....??

So one thing to conclude this random post.....One day ur whole life will flash before ur eyes. Make sure its worth watching.

Sawan.....

Kal raat baras rahe tho woh badal
Unhe dekhte hue hi aankh lag gayi
Aaj savere aankh khuli toh
Phir bhi baras rahe the woh badal
Kuch naya rang tha unme aaj, kuch nayi umange
Mann ko mere chu raha woh sangeet unka
Ek nanhe se bacche ki hasi ki gunj
Ek maa ki pyari si boli
Panchiyon ke paron ki woh aahat
Phoolon ka woh khila hua roop
Woh hawao ka shararti shor
Suraj bhi hai kahi badal k uss oor
Dharti ki yeh mohak tasveer
Sang hai yeh madhur sargam
Kuch bheega hai mann mera bhi
Baras rahe hai badal ab bhi!!

P.S.-Trying something in hindi. Sorry for mistakes.

That ray of HOPE....