Random.....

An isolated house middle of nowhere
With bright sunrays creeping on my bed
Sweet melody of birds songs, and dat naughty wind
Nobody around to break my dreams
There I lay in my bed, with memories of you
In that solitude I make u mine
Smiles kissing my lips n giggles embracing me
Twinkling eyes with dreams of future
Fragrance of wonderful tomorrow which I feel
Fragments of our splendid life in future
Echoed in d silence around me
The wonderful story which my heart wanna knit
The story of beautiful poetry of our life
Only two people know of it
And only ywo people will know ever of it.....

NIGHTMARES!!

At the end of this year many nightmares r catching hold of me....
1. OF these stupid entrance exams....totally rubbish!
2. Of leaving my campus.....wat would I do without you all??
3. Of living in nagpur....suddenly I started disliking this palce.
4. Of my life partner....cant explain in jst few words here.
5. Of my parents...they r getting old...I hate this fact.
And many small things which makes me feel crazy...metamorphosis of life it is!!

Decisions...

Dont u ever wonder may be if u took left instead of right u could be sum1 different?? What if u have a choice to go back n change it all??Whatever it may....some teeny tiny thing or some huge mistake of ur life.
We take these decisions sometimes in seconds n sometimes with deep thinkingn evaluation but the thing that matters is whether wat we did was right or wrong. Coz never in future life we get chance to change d things decidedin past. Whatever we decide now only future can tell wats its outcome. Andwatever it may be it becomes a 'lesson' for us. A small big word which make us fall or get up in life.I just feel that we decide, we act, we live it, make mistakes, make memoriesor make acheivements, learn n grow wid it. This how it all works, right?? Soas we grow we shud hav lesser confusions n clear ideas. The only thing is itshud nt leave a negative impact on us. Coz then d 'lesson' learnt will be ahell difficult.
But d ques still exists, wat if we could change a decision,small or huge...would u....??

So one thing to conclude this random post.....One day ur whole life will flash before ur eyes. Make sure its worth watching.

Sawan.....

Kal raat baras rahe tho woh badal
Unhe dekhte hue hi aankh lag gayi
Aaj savere aankh khuli toh
Phir bhi baras rahe the woh badal
Kuch naya rang tha unme aaj, kuch nayi umange
Mann ko mere chu raha woh sangeet unka
Ek nanhe se bacche ki hasi ki gunj
Ek maa ki pyari si boli
Panchiyon ke paron ki woh aahat
Phoolon ka woh khila hua roop
Woh hawao ka shararti shor
Suraj bhi hai kahi badal k uss oor
Dharti ki yeh mohak tasveer
Sang hai yeh madhur sargam
Kuch bheega hai mann mera bhi
Baras rahe hai badal ab bhi!!

P.S.-Trying something in hindi. Sorry for mistakes.

That ray of HOPE....

Hehe....old scrap!!

I'm in a room full of people talking away to their buddies.Someone is talking to me,but as usual my mind is somewhere else,with someone else.Don't get me wrong,I'm a pretty cheerful person,I have plenty of friends,but a phase comes in your life when you feel insignificant.And the worst part is you don't have anyone to share your sad stories with.Not to blame anyone, everyone is busy with there own troubles.These days I just keep listening to people on the other end of the phone...what to say when absolutely nothing is going on in your otherwise dramatic life.Aah I'm sounding so depressing.

P.S.- A very old scribble from my diary

Mall-goers....

We all r well aware of this term now. WE r amongst them. Recently was in such a mall but not for shopping so I observedthe people around(my fav tp in public places) And from all that some groups were formed in that bunch of people like.....

Time-killers...
You will find majority of people jst to kill time in malls. Some waiting for movie to start, some waiting for other personssome are just doing time-pass there as if they have plenty of time in life to waste.

Those two( or one...I m confused) souls....
Here I m talking about couples which are not hard to find in that crowd. They are chatting, shopping, making each otherhappy, eating n what not. Busy in their own world n not at all concerned about d world besides them. But I doubt how many of them are serious...but thats a different issue to discuss.

Real shoppers....
Now they are concerned about various things n aspects of their needs. This group will wander here n there, trying manythings, looking for their requirements n then finally they will shop for it n will leave the place.

Those rich kind....
They will just come to do shopping as a sport. With 10 types of debit cards, credit cards, membership cards n wat not.Will shop for many useless things which they might not need even but they have to shop....coz its necessary for them.Will eat lot of high-calorie food n then they are happy.

Cheap gawkers....
Now this group will go to any mall to watch female creatures of God. Just to praise His talents n to have Vit-I(eye). Theywill stick their bums to d benches, corridors n watever place from where they get a good view n will do their 'bird watching'

Tummy-sakers....
They will go directly to d food-court n will have all those things that will make their tummies satisfied. All other thingswill come later for them.

P.S.- Plz add your groups also if i left any.