Just.....

I dream of that wonderful tomorrow
whose presence will make me blossom n shine
where I will be someone new, someone special
the time when all the things going now wil change
my mind wil be at peace n my soul in adorable solitude
when my eyes wil be smiling n my heart dancing
where I want to be forever n for always
the place where sunshine wil make me grow
the night wil make me dream higher n higher
my mistakes r guiding me to reach there
waiting for that special sunrise, that special dark night
when all my thoughts n dreams wil be alive
till then I m planning for that tomorrow
I dream of that wonderful tomorrow!!

Commercialism

Now here I wana talk abt two different things.
First is abt d growing commercial attitude in d field of education. I mean wats happening to us all?? Classes for every damn small thing n wid so high pay. Kota is d most famous place to experience it...i must say. Every thing which students need is available at double rate. Right from room rent to water charges.....they just have a plan to earn maximum. Every single house in that city is occupied wid students....keeping aside special hostels. Mess rates r unbelieavable. Even if you live max simple life just wid necessary things, you wil definately need 2 lacs per year. This is minimum. Plus people never think of money when its d matter of education....n crowd at that place knows very well to use this weak point.
Secondly commercialism in all big temples. Here we will take example of shirdi. All things required for pooja is available at increased rate n wid same funda people buy them.....cant say no wen its related to Him....indian mentality. Result people use it very smartly for their profit.
One thing I definately learnt from this....even IF YOU ARE UNEDUCATED IT CAN STILL HELP YOU EARN A LOT.......N EVEN IF YOU DONT PRAY YOU CAN STILL BE BLESSED!!
Now I know wat to do till I get admission for Post-graduation. Anyone interested in partnership??

those eyes!!

Those sparkling little eyes

above all the lies

Mirror of this fake society

with so much love n beauty

Always bright, always right
just like my dream knight

Full of life n affection

for my better perception

Impossible to look away

forever I want them to stay

Oh no, where have the gone

at the start of this dawn

Leaving me in my cries

those sparkling little eyes.

Marathi!!

First time trying something in marathi......plz dont laugh!!

Gulabacha to rang ani sugandha
Hawa chalti mand-mand
Dhagancha to gad-gadat
hirwal chohikade daat
Grishmatale he rang astat chhan
mane prafullit hoti mothi-lahan!!

Plastic world!!

I feel sorry after watching d condition around. Dont u think we r getting artificail each day in our acts. Everyone is running for success n pleasure. But wat about emotions n values?? Wat about our heart's wishes??
How many times we listen to our heart??? How many times we keep imp work aside just for making our dear ones smile?? How many times we skip our frnz party just to be wid our parents on sunday?? How many times our hearts long for our parents or say mom like our bf/gf??
People wil be happy to chit-chat n watch TV rather then going out for a walk or playing wid pets. Pets r part of our plastic world just as other show-piece. People wont notice child's laughter besides them. They wont find time to help some1 needy around. They wont go in park or walk but ask for a movie or tp in coffee shop.....all r ready. They wont like idea of outing widout cell phones n tensions. Then wont agree for a tree plantation prgrm but wil surely go for bike ride in this polluted city. They wont read a book but wil gossip about worthless things. Instead of visiting their grandparents or parents they wil prefer disc n parties. They wont like to teach something worth in a small village but will enjoy being in long Q for a glance of movie star or for watching a silly reality show.
Why r we geeting so self-centered. Everything jst for us n our small world around. Cant we make others also happy simultaneously??
I know i mixed many topics in single post but i hope u all got wat i wanted to say.

Nigahein nigaho se milakar toh dekho
dil ki baat batakar toh dekho
dekho toh iss hasin duniya ko
apne khwab saja kar toh dekho
karo kuch alag kisi k liye
apne muskurahat faila kar toh dekho!!

Lyrics funda!!

Wats happening to our songs these days???

dil to saala ullu ka patha hai......
abba jag jayega.....
le zendu-balm hui darling tere liye....

So many adjectives for dil......God knows wat will come next??

those days of month

If u r shocked after reading the title plz dont be its about d same thing u al r guessing.
I wanted to write about it from many days but these xams...finally.

First of al i cant understand d reason of keeping gals aside on those days....can sumone explain me properly?? I mean wats their fault man?? Already they suffer from so many problems plus this beahaviour. Coz of this lot of gals not only in vilaages but also in big cities r hesitant in sharing their problems. I mean people around shows so much disgust. Wats the matter guys?? Plz grow up......
And when d cultural n devotional things come its better not to talk about it. Tell me one thing which God told u to keep gals like beggers in their own homes?? Were they free of al this?? Even in todays world the condition is worst in many places, At my grandma's place i also suffer a lot....dont touch this, dont sit here, dont go out n all. I know its al about hygiene n health but wats d point in al this?? I was shocked wen one of my roomy behaved like this. She dont like any1 sitting on her bed during those days. Wat d hell?? How can she think like this....even after being a doc!!
Then comes the thimg about sanitary pads. Many gals in villages r still unaware of it. Wat about d Govt. schemes to provide them at low cost in villages. It started in june this year but still many r not aware ot it. Many gals in cities also dont use them. I mean wats d problem in keeping it simple. Why to complicate d matter wid superstitions n fake concepts of hygiene.
I just want to say dont make a fuss outa it. Let d gals be free so that they can share their related problems freely.
Be a lil open minded regarding this issue. N even boys can help in understanding gals wid this. No point in avoiding talks about it. We can share it. N gals plz try to help gals in vilaages or from lower class wid those days of month.......!!!

Nagpur!!

Nagpur.
Sometime back the word used to make me feel happy.
Nagpur!! I used to feel very attached wid it.
All d clge n school masti....
Time-pass at some frnz place.....
Walk on walkers- The heavenly path......
Serene silence shared wid some close souls at futala(telangkhedi).....
Chit-chat at American desi,corn-hub or CCD.....
Terrace talks n giggles.....
Roaming on my activa just for tp.....
Free-flow of wine at Poonam chambers.......
Hot-parathas at paratha shp( rajma-chawal for me offcourse).....
Parties wid parents( boring at times)....
Fun wid my brother n cricket wid his frnz......
Finally peaceful sleep at my place.

But suddenly wid a slight blink all these changed....all d frnz went out for jobs or further studies....every cool place turning into mess.....plus my self-interest is lagging sumwhr.
I dont know why but now I dont enjoy the place i used to do.
May be people n time makes a lot of difference.

P.S.- I still enjoy it in a new way!!

Awesome lyrics!!

Cause you cant jump the track, we'r like cars on trhe cable
And life is like an hourglass glued to the table
No1 can find the rewind button girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe...just breathe.
OH breathe...just breathe.

Bday!!

This was my best birthday till now.
Lots of fun,giggles,blushes. And some promises to self. My frnz made it extremely special...way ahead of what i thot of. Was literally choked by the end of day coz of al d affection. Cant describe it all in words....it was magical. Will just say " I slept wid smiling tears in my eyes". This explains it all.
Thanx Jesus for such wonderful frnz.

Well-come back!!

Back after so many days.
Feeling free n myself again.
Thanx to all my frnz who helped in getting over the biggest mistake of my life.
Some frnz wanted me start my blog again plus i want to be SONAM fully again.
So here's a start.